Evening jogs with daddy in just a bit. Spent my day watching some kpop vids after disappearing from the k world for so long. Theres so much stuff on my mind now, but i just cant get started. Quit being whiny. Enough of short sentences. Im 17 going 18 sooon, and i should boost my vocabulary. My language is that of a primary school kid. What a failure.
Anyway, i am so tempted to go for my inking soon. Okay, Charmaine...delay gratification. Wait till your more matured. Im so afraid i ink something senseless and end up regretting (like i always do. Making irrational choices and ending up so fucked up. LOL. I mean...JC?! Okay enough)
Lets pray the evening run will be able to help me sort out my thoughts. What if i receive my results tmr only knowing that i am unable to promote? Bla...and the list goes on. C'est la vie
